juz got back bout 2 hours ago.... my so called "big day" turned out to be almost a disaster... it wasn't really that bad actually, but i could have done things much better and i totally it regret now.... even one of my friends laughed at me when i told him what happened.... bloody bastard.... people here already so stress, you still want to add more to the burden.... haha.... man, it was my first time... and this had to happen... sigh.... i wonder how tarnished my image is now... haha.... i really don't know what to expect from this.... a lot hints was given to me, i could really really feel it, but i didn't take advantage of it.... stupid riz! and at one point, something was said to me.... it really felt like a warning that i should buck up.... man, i was so stressed at that point of time.... man..... what the hell.... i think the situation is pretty grim now.... i don't know how to react now.... relax riz, relax.....

well, today i went for a run and then went to the gym with the guys as usual.... and beckham turn up late as expected... haha.... then after that, i went to PS to watch "the village" with a friend.... the movie.... well, what can i say bout it..... i juz feel that its such a funny movie..... haha... it was like so weird watching it.... i mean the way the movie was executed was cool and good.... but the storyline was funny..... especially the twist at the end.... i could not believe at what i was seeing..... and the best part is, my friend fell asleep during the movie.... man, what a waste of money.... haha.... then after the movie, we had dinner and ice-cream... haha.... i feel like a kid again.... i think i better stop here.... i feel my crappiness coming back..... hahaha..... chill peeps!!!



Riz lost himself at 8/14/2004 11:49:00 pm

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